Words: 07-21-2009 ~ 07-26-2009
Music: 07-21-2009 ~ 07-26-2009
What’s It All About?
This is the second track from my album, “Anyman: The John Smith E.P.” This project was a collaborative effort between myself and author J.C. Hutchins and part of the campaign to promote the publication of J.C.’s novel, “7th Son: Descent.” The idea was that each track of the record would be presented as if it was written and performed by John Smith, one of the characters in the book.
For this song, J.C. Hutchins explained he was looking for a metaphorical meaning for Rockefeller Center that centered around the idea of the statue of Prometheus, the fire-stealer, there. Rockefeller Center was not so much a destination as it was the representation of getting one’s fire — finding the inspiration and truth in one’s life.
I love that idea. As the song was developing, I ended up adding an element of conflict — someone has to keep John Smith from his Rockefeller Center! True to John’s (my?) nature, that someone would be both a woman and his own struggle between art and loneliness. The song became something John might have sung to someone who, just by being together, was keeping him off the path to his dreams. It’s part apology, part elegy and part defiant declaration.
Lyrics:
You say it’s a waste
Wasting my time
Maybe it’s true
I hide behind rhymes
I can’t defend
My wandering heart
Trapdoors and tripwire
In all that I start
If I stray from this meandering path
Just to keep you from fading into my past
Every kiss and embrace will be worse than worthless
We’ll dig us a hole from running in circles
Hiding
From my Rockefeller Center
My windmill to tilt
My albatross to train
I don’t need you to get it
If it’s all the same
Would you rather I thanked you
Or held you to blame?
I’m forever grateful for all you’ve endured
But you’re like a reward that’s also a lure
You made me go deep and before I could surface
I lost my way and mislaid my purpose
To find
My Rockefeller Center
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